☾★𝓒elestial_𝓒elery☆☽

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"unfortunately existing"

25. She/They. Panromantic Asexual

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Mood: eternally depressed, but trying my best

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https://spacehey.com/celestial_celery

☾★𝓒elestial_𝓒elery☆☽'s Interests

General


Studied Video Game Development * Loves sleeping - (but it's probably the depression) * Also likes Music, video games, cosplay, arts and crafts, cooking and baking, sewing, doing producer like stuff (was a producer on a game and on a podcast)

Music

I listen to a lot - rock, pop, electroswing, k-pop, j-rock/visual kei, spanish alternative, russian experimental, rap, Japanese rap, medival k-pop, darkwave, punk, post punk, reggaetón, nortenas, etc etc - I think it's best to just check my Spotify profile

Movies

I don't really watch movies - and if I do, I probably won't remember it. I do love The Addams family movies though! And then another movie that has stay in my mind is this South Korean movie called The Handmaiden. Blew my mind!

Television

I also don't watch a lot of TV My favorite TV show is probably Silicon Valley. I watch anime as well but often forget what I watch so I usually re-watch stuff.

Books

I don't read often so most books I list are from when I was in like middle school/high school lol I really like House of the Scorpion, Brave New World, and Unwind. Teenage me lovvveeed the Vladimir Todd series and Vampire Kisses series.

Heroes





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☾★𝓒elestial_𝓒elery☆☽'s Blurbs

About me:




WELCOME!



♪♫•*•Please put me in a medically induced coma•*•♫♪

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lol please be patient with me, I'm rusty with my HTML haha

Focusing on that before fully committing to anything here.

Speaking of committing (NO, yeah, I know my profile is pretty depressing but that wasn't where I was going), I'm in a happy committed relationship - so no funny business. If that's what you're here for, get out or get blockt

I'm in my 20s (Will be 30 before I know it), I'm dealing with DID but am currently working with a specialist on it to hopefully improve my life - I'll probably blog a lot about that later on so keep an eye out. People say not to make a mental illness your only trait which yeah - I don't want to, but it literally affects all my life and how I act/react, etc, so it is kinda a big thing about my life.

My past up to now has been pretty painful and depressing so I'm surprised I even made it this far - but I never got that myspace outlet so I'll probably let my inner teen come out and write poetry if she wants - expect either some good work or cringe (though I don't want to say that cuz I do want her to express herself and not be shy).

Anyway, I like games, food, sleeping, arts and crafts, anime, and music.
I'm a panromantic Ace and use She/They Pronouns.

And because depression clouds me a lot - I've linked my 'Trauma Tunes' playlist which I feel tells a story of my life - and though sad, it's comforting cuz that's all I've really known.

Ick, I hate how that keeps sounding but you know what, it is what it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯









Who I'd like to meet:



No one, Im an introvert

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Hannah

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Thank you for the friendship! Love love LOVE your profile! You studied video game development?! That is awesome. I graduated with a computer animation degree and I am currently trying to up my portfolio to get into the gaming industry!

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Frankkie

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Hii Celestial Celery✋🏼

Thank you for the add, and welcome to Spacehey, the coolest place on the Internet since the old Myspace. I'm relatively new here too, and this platform is pretty fun

~Frankkie R.

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Wacky Alex

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THANKS 4 The ADD!

Try my channel. FunHouseRadio.com

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Kylie

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Thanks for the add!!! Your profile is super cool btw!!

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ass_and_ammonia.exe

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Thanks for the add! Your profile is so cool. Looking forward to chat, hmu. :)

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Fred The Boy Blue

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i like your page! just showing some love and trying to send good vibes even tho i'm just a weirdo so idk if my vibes are worth anything lol

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FaviCool

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Thanks for the add :D

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ASTRAL TWINS

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♫♪ Thanks for Add! Nice to see you here! Please enjoy our Duo Page Music Tracks & Vids! ☮(ˆ◡ˆ)☮ All Links on our Page! Thank You

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♬ ♫ ♪ Thanx! And welcome Here! If you like the Music Tracks & Vids on my Page, Perhaps you can Add Me To Your Favorites ⭐(◕‿◕)⭐ All Links on my Page! Thank You

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ISOA GAMBEL

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Hello ! I am singer songwriter, all mine composition. In Spanish, French, Japanese and English.. OriginalContentArtist. And somes healingMusicvideo
All links in my page. (◠‿◠).

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Hey thanks for the add!

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David-Angelo

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Thanks for unfortunately existing to accept my friend request. I do actually like your page...

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hahaha thanks! I guess I do get to meet some cool people from existing :)
hehe I'm workin on it

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That's the spirit laddy...

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Toziel

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Thank you. I hope you are well.

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I am, I hope you are too! ^_^

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It's-a me, MARTY-o!

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Thanks for accepting! I'm Marty! It's a pleasure to meet you :) I love your profile name btw. It sounds so majestic and fresh. Hehe. That crescent moon choker you have on in your pfp looks super sweeeet as well! Keep in touch and hope you have a wonderful day ^__^

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I will be upset if you did not have a wonderful day as well!
Have a good one...or else 💪

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Have a good one or else! Lolll. That actually made me giggle reading that ^__^ Well I'm ECSTATIC to say that you will not be upset because I did have a wonderful day :) Now let's flip things around here and say that YOU better have a good one...or else! Based on your posts and profile though, I'm really hoping you do =\

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If I do, I probably won't remember but Im working on that!

by ☾★𝓒elestial_𝓒elery☆☽; ; Report

It's okay, I understand that and won't hold that against you. Always remind yourself you're doing the best you can and that you're always working hard enough to be a better you :)

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l3pr0sy

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THXX 4 4DD1NG M3!!!1! x3

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Ras Bolding

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Hey in here. ;)

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:)

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ExoLuther

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gazette? ???
lol, kidding. Yes!! another Gazette admirer! 👏 lol, it was customary in the old myspace days to have the Reila solo on my page. I couldn't help but continue the tradition on Spacehey. Still my favorite VK band, but I hadn't listen to as much these days. What got you into Gazette?

p.s. Looking forward to the blog posts if you end up pulling through with that. I don't know how to say this without saying weird and mean this in the most respectful way possible, but despite the disorder, you seem very composed and well adjusted about it. I feel reading about your experience would be insightful and valuable. I also don't know how to say this without sounding cringey or edgy, but I come from a place of pain and largely shaped by it myself. although I usually stay on the listening end with those things. Reading about other people's experiences makes the world feel.. I guess more relatable? I swear there's a better and more specific word, lol. Why is the P.S. bigger than the actual comment? Fml.

also, 'first'.

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haha for real first! and I think I first heard of the gazette because of the anime black butler. pretty sure they used one of their songs. thats what through me down the visual kei rabbit hole ^_^

And no worries! I do wanna share more on my experience since my disorder is less known about and is often misunderstood. sadly, it's not portrayed well in media either. Often people wont notice this disorder unless they know like all my experience/reactions (for example, me forgetting things or the disconnect of feelings - my most common example being "my stomach is growling but im not hungry" - friends just kinda say okay and dont think much of it but thats part of the disorder) .

And no, i get you - I feel it's becoming more normalized and accepted to speak of these experiences of feeling stuck or sad or etc.... i feel people often use to hide it to show they are "okay" but i think its great to know that your not alone and other people also have bad days. nobody is broken, we just hide it to seem that way. idk if that made sense, but maybe i'll blog about that as well lol

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it really is. i've taken so many psychology classes over the years and each professor I've had usually addressed it but only briefly with avoidance like it was a hot iron because of things like you said, it being misunderstood. I've been aware of the whole poor portrayal thankfully though! But I definitely want to follow if you post. I like to follow some people's series or going ons in their life of things they post too. But it's usually on bulletins since vlogs are.. weirdly tucked away on this site. I personally like to post bulletins but then post blogs in tandem as permanent archive. I've deleted basically all of mine since I cringed at my old bulletins heck if I remember what they were.

WHAT somehow I didn't know they did an anime OST. And I even know what black butler was for years but never watched it yet. Oh god and it's Shiver, one of my favorite songs. Idk why but anything in the VK space that captures me now lately are lead female singers which is unusual for me in rock, like Unlucky Morpheus (Jealousy of Silence is my current favorite). Freakin' talent in some of that space. But j-rock as largely died down since how it was in the mid 2000's :'( I'm at peace with that though. Seems kpop has largely taken over that space. Not my cup of tea but I can totally respect the talent in its scene

I'm sorry your friends largely ignore that D: (Or seem to shrug it off as you implied) That disassociation has to be super unsettling. I have so many thoughts/questions on things like that. Like the varying degrees of it and the unexplored sectors of it. (Like pertaining to the average person to the most extreme cases.) But I think that's great you have self awareness of it though. I hope you get your desired grip/goldilocks zone of coping with it one day if you hadn't yet reached it!

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it's not a bad thing - it's just not as obvious as what people may think ;)
and lol I listen to Kpop as well mainly the girl groups though, I just can't really get into the guy groups

And i've posted my first blog on it btw! I'll post more in the future :)

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